.. the True Love you Will NOT Allow to Chase the Illusion ...

Your Eyes Tell me of your Crave
And my Heart Knows that you

Will Never Allow it

To

Cross your Lips..

To touch your Real Life.

You Almost Loved Me

In that Way

But you could not Walk that Road

You chose a life of Denial

You cleansed yourself

With what you now call

The Blood of Christ.

You washed away my

Deep Sensuous Kisses

With your Babtism

and you scraped off

My delicately firm touches to

your naked bodyWith the what you now call

The Blood of Christ.

You are Born Again

After loving me

Woman To Woman

You could not take the Crave

You could not shake the wanting

Of a woman “that way”
You Killed you…. The you I knew

So very well,

and you were

Born AgainAs someone I could never

Truly Recognize.

You let that magical side of you,

That enchanting - mystical woman

Die along with your

Guilt of loving, of touching a woman.

You ran and ran

Into arms that could never really hold you,

Ears that could never hear you,

Hearts that could never really feel you.

And now you are

Someone I do not recognize

As ever loving, ever longing for.

You are Born Again

And I could Never Know You.

I do not even Recognize you…

Though you enchant me still

With the Human Shell

That you once had, and of course still do.

And though your eyes reach in

And take me back to that place in time

Where I knew you so well on so many levels..

Today I See you and You,

You are gone.

With that I say Goodbye

In Honor, in Grace

And thankful that I once knew you

In That Way…