We Stay,
we wait for change that never comes
we Wait for each other to become
the version we thought they were
When We said Yes
to this "US"
We sit in wanting something
in Each other we know we will never have.
We have invested our thoughts, our mind,
our time, our money, our life
into this "the One" and if its turns out
She is not the one, then What?
Hearts and Minds racing as We
Lay here together, while my mind is
"a thousand miles a way"
My Mind is with her, my life is creating itself
from hence forth in her arms as I lay here with you
in doubt, in fear, in lustful wanted of a crave
that the "We" in "Us" simply do not have
nor can we at this point ever possibly attain.
We sit at the dinner table without a word,
you have a smoke, a drink and off to bed
I write, I walk, I laugh, I touch my body - my soul
in all the ways I Crave you too..
...
I gave up on you knowing me that way
and filling that crave long ago
yet I stayed in Burdens and Boundaries
and waiting for a Miracle "Way"
that never came..
In fact my Heart, my Soul,
my Lust, my Whole
give up on every feeling that
in another woman also..
thought I craved it . well it simply became a
mirage of my mind
as here we are .. and you can't see me..
You love me but not in "that way"
you Can't see my Whole, nor Hear the
Yearning of My Soul...
yet here we are year after year rolling toward forever
Proud in the fact we have come, lifeless this far.
....
Once the Leap to oneself is made
you realize that you must make whole the soul
in yourself and that you must be that whole version of you
before you can love again and well i dont mean
casual sex, turns out you eventually give way to that...
But letting another in your soul
and creating a place in you for that
proverbial "the One" - Well that is.. well a topic for another Post..
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