.. the Moments we Settle for to fill the Space in Any way of the Empty Cavern that has Become our Life..

I am So Fucking Lonely 
How Do I Resist This,
Her Wife Doesn't Even Know
She is Miserable - I wait for a ..
Moment to Change Everything
to a Possible Reality I may
not even want..

I am So Fucking Lonely 
is this what i want,
will this fill up my Illusion,
where art though Truth
in the Lie I have Leaped into..