Can I Move on, Let Go and Just be Glad it Happened at All ?

Can I Count my Blessings and Move on 
into Alone?
.. the Dating, the Meeting for Coffee, the Chats,
the allure of New Love..

.. this Finding True love is
all so Perplexing..
Should I have stayed in my Touchless
Lesbian Marriage.. for this Dating World
.. well seems a tad bit Cruel,
But Maybe at 40 well
I just have to learn the
proverbial "new tricks"..

Maybe there is not
that One Woman out
there that wants me that way..

.. maybe this dating is
just a running on the hamster
wheel and a distraction from..
from what, really?

I mean Come on
isn't love all there is?

Isn't love the Foundation of ...
It All ?