So Out Lesbians Out There.. What are You Really Up To?

Are there Lesbians out there who are not afraid of Lesbian Friendship?

What about Intimate Friendship of Two Independent Lesbians, is this Taboo?

Is this just how the Out Lesbian Dating World Is, whereby Lesbians I have met seem to be afraid of Feeling.. seem to only be able to be One on One or Nothing.. Don't want to be "Intimate" unless it is Forever.. and by Intimate I mean .. ya know Sexual Connections that are built on Emotional, Intellectual, Spiritual connections and very intimate indeed and not about Let's Uhaul and not about well Just "Getting Off"...

About Dancing, Talking, Sharing Ideas.. Hiking.. Playing.. Laughing and well being Real without Labels.. Drama.. "Winks" - "Wink Rejections" - games .. uHauls.. or the Promise of Tomm. while Ignoring the "Forever Now"...

After being out of the Dating World for say 15 years and really not even Dating Before that... Well I find some of the details of Lesbian interactions and Dating to be quite interesting and perhaps some even pretty bizarre..

So I will Ramble about a few things I come across as Now I am "Dating" after .. well a very Long Time, and the awkwardness of it all is quite shocking indeed, not to mention the fear that seems to be in many to even be "friends" as well they are looking for a One and Only and if not that .. well then I just can't talk to you little own.. ya know get naked.. make out .. that kind of stuff..

And what is it with Lesbians seemingly Shocked at meeting someone who thinks, ponders, questions.. interacts Spiritually and Is Real... really cares about them as people and stays in the moment. .the Lesbians .. well some that I am meeting seem to be Shocked at the Existence of Such a Creature...

So I guess OutLesbian.com is now going to be about one Out Lesbian.. Me. as I enter the Dating World after well a Lifetime and as I ponder What the Fu@# is going on Out - Out There and How the Hell I am Expected to Act... when I really Just want to be Me..

ok enough for Now .. but expect to Hear alot more on this Topic .. as Well I am in a Bit of Shock at the Whole "Lesbian Dating" thing.. where there are lots of Lesbians and where .. well ya know I am NOT in my 20's anymore..

Crystal
OutLesbian.com